Doing embodiment work, I found that the actual sensations of dissociating felt kind of soft and maleable, as scared as I had to be to get to that place. It helped me have compassion for my body's protective mechanics. Sometimes they seem like the enemy because they "keep me from personing" but I am still alive in these states. It's just a variation.

I made the self by tracing elements of the characters in Fat Ladies in Spaaaaace: A Body-Positive Coloring Book because I don't know how to draw people. I changed the clothes to be more at home than in space and gave me my red hair.

Be neat if this could go to an artist that could add to it. I feel like the background wants more dark coolness and maybe some line work or shading would help on the person.